A short film on poverty, dignity, and the unconquerable nature of the human soul.

I consider this to be my first formal short film. Questions, comments, and suggestions are highly appreciated. 

PEOPLE’S CHOICE AWARD- Manhattan International Film Festival 2012


This film was featured in the Philippine Star Online.http://www.philstar.com/pinoyworldwide/article.aspx?articleid=768358

sabhihin na naten!

gusto ku lang mag entry ng blog na tagalog. 

kwento:

kausap ku ung pinsan ku kanina na nood kame ng a mother’s story. libre ku post Bday celeb ku wala kasi cia nung birthday ku. hindi ku naman sinasadyang mag kwento tungkol kay dating boss. (dati kung jowa, x-bf) boss naman kasi ang tawagan namen.  sbe ku sa kanya nakakaumay  na aku, ung kwento kung paulit ulit. ung pag acknowledge ku ng pain. kung parang bawat buntong hininga ku e cia ang ibig sabihin. ang sabe niya. pag naka pag move on na daw aku, tatawanan ku daw lahat ng mga ito. kelan? alam niong binolck ku na siya sa facebook, spam text na din cia sa phone ku. pero kagabe inunblock ku siya para makita ku. ayun nasaktan lang aku sa profile picture niya at bakit lahat ng makikilala kung lalake kukumpara ku sa kanya.

sabihin na naten na sobra ku siyang minahal na kaya kung ibigay lahat lahat. ang buwan, araw, bituin, langit at pati na impiyerno. pero wala pa din nangyari. parang ayoko ng umiibig pang muli. para wala na kung mamahalin na iba. gusto ku lang mag end up pa din kame together kahit na: ang dami niang bisyo. inintindi ku pa din un? 

sobrang baliw ku nuh? hindi ku alam kung hangang kelan. o kelangan ku na lang yta masakatan ng paulit ulit para wala na akung maramadam.  bininingi ku ang tenga ku sa kantang OO-UP DHARMA DOWN, at tumatak sa isip ku ang mga salita na to. “Kung alam ko lang ako’y masasaktan ng ganito Sana’y nakinig na lang ako sa nanay ko”

isang araw, nakwento ku sa lola ku, ang tangi lang niang nasabe “papaiyakin ka lang nito apo”

wala na kung iluluha, sana bukas wala na lahat, nag lahong parang bula… 

hangang kelan?

paulit ulit ku na lang bang sasaktan ang sarili ku?

kelan ba talagang icheck ku, tingnan? hindi ba aku pwedeng magasawa?

yung kaya kung tiisin?..

o kelangan ku lang masaktan ng paulit ulit, para wala na kung matamdaman?

WRAP UP YELLOW!

I first notice this song thru my soul mate and I’ve been a listener of boyce avenue for the couple of days. My sister told me about the story behind this song and it was kind the nostalgic. Yes it is….

Story was short , writer of mom was suffer to Pancreatic CA. Having these kind of disease was so dramatic and it’s like killing u softly.  You’re skin will turned YELLOW (jaundice) even the sclera of the eye.

Nostalgic? Indeed yes.. my mom was also suffer with these kind of disease. Everything turned to yellow. A bit scary for us during that time but I was a miracle. She survived for a couple of 10 months. Knowing that this kind of  CA only last for several months. It’s been 6 years of no phone calls during Christmas. I miss u terrible mom. <3

Well, I guess this is my song.

Your skin Oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful You know you know I love you so You know I love you so…..

hey

2011 is going to end, any time soon and i caught myself doing nothing for the next two weeks. all of sudden, everything change in just a snap of His finger. i am kind not new on these set up. i called these one as my two weeks awesome vacation. next year i am going to be busy -yes indeed! 

hopefully under my name(please LORD grant this), and I am kind a excited! XD

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